Okay I'm going straight to the point.

I think I'm going to leave this site.

For years, I've never been happy here.

All people do is just judge harshly and not give a fuck about how I feel.

Everytime I'm depressed and try to rant here, all I get is,"Shut the fuck up, you attention whore."

No one understands what I'm trying to say or do. I'm just trying to be myself and draw whatever the heck I want.

But I now notice that drawing is a depressing thing for me to do now.

It's more like a chore for me instead of a hobby.

Even my parents think that drawing is a waste of time.

I find no more joy in even sketching.

I also noticed that anime is just another depressing thing.

No one has respect when it comes to anime and manga.

I find it stupid now and the people inside the fandom.

Every year, I eagerly await for at least a small doodle for a birthday present.

But no.

No one cared enough to acknowledge my existence.

I've moved on.

I've thrown away my talent of drawing along with anime.

I found something better.

It made me so happy within a few months, something that anime can't compare.

I've grown more confident because of this new thing and I'm not ashamed to shout it out in public.

I've made so many new friends, while on dA, no one cared enough to even talk to me.

I'm going to post one last thing on this account and that is my Secret Santa.

Then I'm done.

You guys don't need to even see my username anymore.

~SilentxTime and ~sanhloco3o, you guys are the only ones that know what this new thing is.

Please, don't tell anyone.

Thank you.

And to everyone else....

Please understand my decision.

Have a nice day.